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heart
00:29
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<3
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spine
02:44
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i used to look for meanings within everything you used to say to me // hopelessly searching for the smallest signs that showed me that you loved me
and i prayed every night that from your room my name was swimming through your head // but i should have been praying
that my recklessness didnt slay me dead
i should have known better than to trust my head
come down its so cold outside by your front porch // i wont wait long for you // i thought you knew that by now // this was the product of my desperation // a short lived story // i wanted to be a part of your life // but i couldnt see past my own selfish needs
to be completely honest i was blinded by my own insecurities // i thought i wasnt good enough this time // so i ran away from you
i left my promises unfullfilled // my word didnt mean fucking shit // and i still had the nerve to be mad that i thought you left me at a dead end
im sorry // can you still forgive me
come down its so cold outside by your front porch // i wont wait long for you // i thought you knew that by now // this was the product of my desperation // a short lived story // i wanted to be a part of your life // but i couldnt see past my own selfish needs
let me just say that it wasnt enough // when you left i didnt know // my life was so fucking crushed // let me just say this now // just scream it out // i loved you then // but what about me now
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gut
02:16
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i have a hundred things to tell you // if you could hear me out // but im too scared of losing the point behind it all // im sorry, im sorry for bringing you behind // i couldnt be the person that you and i both need // i wanted to be much better than who i thought i was // but in the end it was pointless to make you stay with me
i wanted to be much better than who i was before // but now its too late // and my mistakes keep growing more
its fine to tell me that youre alright // ill do it too // but i cant fucking take it anymore // im too ashamed to talk to you or to tell you the things i feel // or the things i tell myself before i fall asleep // hell, id give it another chance // but in my mind i know // a second chance is a second chance to fuck it up again // i hope you get over this // i hope you find happiness // i hope we both make it out alive
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tongue
02:03
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do i have to shout your name // for you to see that im still breathing beneath all the rubble and shame // you left with me while i was crawling back to you
tongue in cheek // i wanted you to be so close to me // even when i didnt have a word to say to you // but now i see that you were too far from me // condescending, interfering from what i was supposed to be
soon ill forget your name // and i hope you do the same // and i know you feel the same way as i do
then maybe i will see // some things werent meant to be // i can't believe i let you fucking kiss me // then maybe i will see // we just weren't meant to be // i knew it when you disappeared from my life
i vaguely remember the things you told to me // and how vaguely apathetic you then became // avoided all conversation // without hesitation // and i still wonder what did i do wrong?
soon ill forget your name // and i hope you do the same // and i know you feel the same way as i do
then maybe i will see // some things werent meant to be // i can't believe i let you fucking kiss me // then maybe i will see // we just weren't meant to be // i knew it when you disappeared from my life
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soul
01:14
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~~~
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